Nothing I try to do works when I’m tired and frustrated. And I get both when I’m learning something new, especially music.
I love learning and I love music but sometimes I just hate the chaos it brings in my soul.
Maybe it’s just the way I do it. But either way, I’m taking a break.
I’ll take more frequent breaks, actually. I’m not gonna study and practice music until I feel like I really miss it. Right now, all it makes me is angry.
It feels like failing, yet taking some time to fail might be part of the journey.
Let’s see if I can enjoy it.